How are you today?

[Steve]

9 am Doctor gave me permission to start driving.
I went driving.
11 am my car started sounding like a chain saw cutting sheet metal.
Im back to walking and biking again

aint that the way crap goes?

If crap is going anywhere other than spinning down your toilet its generally called a fetish.

(Hope things straighten out and fly right Ray.)

But Stevei, how do you get the motivation? I know about all of those things but stay defeated in the face of it all.

I don't always have motivation. I'm human. I can accept defeat, but I don't want to live there. Tomorrow is another day.

OM Freakin G, WHY?? the fun part about living in a state surrounded by military bases is that sometimes they decide that the air force has to run test late at night, so when I'm trying to get to sleep so I can wake up at 4:40am jets are being flown directly over top of the house :mad::mad::mad::mad:

I hear that! I lived next to a National Guard base. At night there were the flashes of mortars being fired with loud reports that left the windows rattling. I know it wasn't close to the real thing, but it bloody well felt like living in a war zone.

Tired but satisfied. Being an adult and working is hard.

Welcome to life. And it never stops and often it doesn't get any prettier. Good Luck.

I am not really sure how i feel about the internet yet.

It's a little late for that. You're already here. Net addiction spreads faster than the zombie plague.

hopeful that last week wasn't the last week of warm weather. It is ONLY September.

You're in Minneapolis and you're having this kind of fantasy? Those drugs have delusions of hope side effects.

I feel great, loving life.

Enjoy it. Feelings like that are meant to be treasured. When bad things happen it's memories of today that remind you that life isn't all terrible.
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Me:

I'm happy for BlueStar and currently in a content state of mind, which is a good thing for someone who lives on a roller coaster.