How are you today?

[Dreamer]

I'm fucking great!

going through the the toughest break-up in half a decade of my shitty life!... but you know what?

I'm fucking great!

Fuck him, and his religious philosophy to keep me a sloppy second to appease his stupid Jamaican family!

I'm worth more than the amazing six months we've had together.

I'm worth it! I love myself more than him downgrading himself to a DL loser piece of shit!

despite the ladder of greatness he's built me up to... when it comes to loving myself, and finding myself attractive, sexy, and worth the love of a man who appreciates my greatness!

I'm moving on, although I've drowned myself in wine and relapsed from my Newport cigarette addiction... fuck him! Fuck the same religion that I've struggled with personally in my teen years, only to find myself mourning of our "love" so he can harbor acceptance with his family and his fake "girlfriend" to appease his shitty family..

I deserve better ... even though it breaks my heart now, after going through half a decade of finding some worth my love, the suicides, the drug-addicts, the whores who don;t appreciate what true love is.. I'm worth it! fuck them, fuck everyone!

I'm awesome! I'm beautiful, I'm real, and I don't deserve the grade school drama of pretending I'm straight! Fuck him, and every asshole I'll come across to find the true love of my life... who appreciates my beauty, my loyalty, my uniqueness.

I'm awesome!!!!

I'm great!