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F*cking boiling with anger towards the family (to be fair, when am I not?) cause all my dad's 8 siblings are coming on saturday.

I don't like family gatherings, especially when they happen in my house.

1) Because any social situation like this stresses the bejesus out of me...I can't deal with the anxiety

2) It's always sooooooooo much fun that despite being an accomplished proffesional, family still values your worth on whether you're married or not and how many kids you have.

Yes, yes I know this is all MY fault cause I'm the closeted one here..still, it would be nice to sit through ONE of these gatherings without all the question bombardment about why-no-GFs

To put a nice topping on it all, mother starts yammering about how one "needs to be with the family"...

SERIOUSLY? HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU OR MY SIS WENT TO SEE THEM? DID YOU BOTH BOTHER SEEING MY GRANMA BEFORE SHE DIED?

Nope, I was the only one joining my dad every time when visiting that side of the family.

I can't deal with this amount of hipocrisy

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