How are you today?

[starlight]

Well, [MENTION=23118]starlight[/MENTION], for one I can give you some information, not really advice, that was given to me a long time ago. I used to get the feeling you are talking about. I remember talking about it one day and my grandmother told me I was "at sixes and sevens." It is an old phrase that essentially means that things just won't settle. The other bit is from my mother, who said "we all have our days." or, put in another way, "you're going to have your days." Both Mom and Grandma knew that there are times when we are not, as the Shakers said, "Where we ought to be." Give it time. It will pass. The sun will rise in the morning.

There are few days and times i actually fell good but for even the slight happiness i feel it does not last long and takes a huge downer. Im just fed up of trying and getting no where in my life, people just think oh your pissed off of sad or what ever but people do not understand BPD and how it gets you gripped and you can only compare it so much to Depression. I try to think in the sayings you mentioned lol and they did put a smile on my face as when you here them said they just sound funny haha Cheers for your input