How are you today?

[starlight]

Seeing as this site wont let me self delete i may as well use it to vent my thoughts, its not like i can impress anyone anyway. Tired of life, tired of work, no energy to do anything. Recently seen two things that have really upset me and noticed how others move on having hurt me and not given a damn, i am in the same trapped situation i have been for years and i can not seem to change or move on or get anywhere, i really feel like a pathetic low piece of crap that does not deserve anyone or anything. I am so lonely i cannot even begin to explain, someone suggested i try a dating app and yet again all people seem to do is ignore me i mean what more can i fucking do, im 26 and so fucking pathetic and lonely and cant seem to meet people for anything and when i have in the past it as failed straight away. What is the point in going on knowing i cant and things will not change. Its all just pointless, im not enjoying anything and cant change. Im sick of people giving me be positive advice, thats bullshit and does not work, everything i have tried as failed either that of people are making fun of me on purpose. Really fed up. Why i have wrote this i do not know but i really would like the delete my account selection to actually work!