How are you today?

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thought id post thx on your post ... Dennis . you know im not your enemy cos were mates - get your ass to the doctors for some new medication - its not a miracle solution but it will help , i see your posts mate and you have some great days , and other days your total opposite - i like the Dennis that highlights the places you have been , least i get to learn stuff

Cheers for your words yet again i do appreciate them, i think i need to concentrate on me and forget others who have hurt me how ever that situation came about. Work is stressing me but i am getting advice on my main career choice by a referral from somebody. Also some of the customers i like and i know like me, mainly the older men who i can somehow relate to have offer me advice and quite good advice for the upcoming threat i may be sacked.

Maybe it is best i stay here, i just always feel not wanted anywhere i go and sometimes for no reason but the fact my BPD causes it. I have been super hyped over the past 2 weeks but if i do some of my art work i may and should calm down and get me focused.

I cant used medication anyway so i have to do this myself (Y)