09-08-2016, 12:34 AM
Thanks guys.
Me and my brother were by her side when she passed, and I can honestly say it was the strangest, scariest, most traumatic experience either of us have ever had.
It's such a reality check to. Life can be taken at any moment.
I'm stronger than my brother, so I'm keeping my feelings bottled up, so I can arrange all of mum's affairs.
But when I'm alone at home, I feel awful.
Alone. Lonely, and guilty.
So guilty. About things I shouldn't and I know I shouldn't, but the mind plays tricks.
Anyway sorry for being such a downer, this isn't me, I'm normally a happy go lucky type.!
Thanks for reading this.
Me and my brother were by her side when she passed, and I can honestly say it was the strangest, scariest, most traumatic experience either of us have ever had.
It's such a reality check to. Life can be taken at any moment.
I'm stronger than my brother, so I'm keeping my feelings bottled up, so I can arrange all of mum's affairs.
But when I'm alone at home, I feel awful.
Alone. Lonely, and guilty.
So guilty. About things I shouldn't and I know I shouldn't, but the mind plays tricks.
Anyway sorry for being such a downer, this isn't me, I'm normally a happy go lucky type.!
Thanks for reading this.