How are you today?

[InbetweenDreams]

aw .. axle :hugs:

Thanks...

I don't know what it is here lately as I have been pretty good not to get depressed and well suicidal.... Although I suppose there's a few people in this world who probably do hate me enough to wish something bad would happen to me.

I have been pretty good up until a few weeks ago. A few years ago I had got into my car with the intent of driving it off (literally) the side of the mountain... I guess you could say I chickened out or just couldn't bring myself to do it. At the time I was self employed and had a moment thinking that I was basically a failure at life thinking I can run a "business" and add in everything else.

Then you get random messages from jerks like this... I might have posted this before too I can't remember..



I don't even know why I still posess the screenshot, turned out it was my "friend's" boyfriend at the time. His response was, "What do you want me to do about it? I don't keep him on a leash."

I really hope things get better. I get it. I don't expect to pick up a 10 to go on a date with, but I have had nothing but catfish-like guys... I assume these were real people. These guys will talk to you for weeks to get you into them and then they disappear... totally cruel.