How are you today?

[InbetweenDreams]

I mean I'd like to think I'm a decent guy, I mean how I am in person is surely different than what I am like on a forum...or online for that matter. I mean I am reasonably smart, I have a halfway decent job, I am half-way decent looking I think. I'm no skinny twink and frankly I think the chance at that has come and past.. I would basically have to starve myself for 6 months to get to a "twink" weight. Frankly, if that's what it takes, then I don't want to be gay at all. To kill yourself for someone else's satisfaction is fucking nuts. However, if you look at the guys online that's pretty much what they want... a skinny twink, but not fem, bottom, who buys you dinner....

I just want to have coffee and a fucking walk. God damn I don't ask for that much! I just want to snuggle on the couch watching something funny...like south park or whatever...