How are you today?

[SilverBullet]

Thanks...

I don't know what it is here lately as I have been pretty good not to get depressed and well suicidal.... Although I suppose there's a few people in this world who probably do hate me enough to wish something bad would happen to me.

I have been pretty good up until a few weeks ago. A few years ago I had got into my car with the intent of driving it off (literally) the side of the mountain... I guess you could say I chickened out or just couldn't bring myself to do it. At the time I was self employed and had a moment thinking that I was basically a failure at life thinking I can run a "business" and add in everything else.

Then you get random messages from jerks like this... I might have posted this before too I can't remember..



I don't even know why I still posess the screenshot, turned out it was my "friend's" boyfriend at the time. His response was, "What do you want me to do about it? I don't keep him on a leash."

I really hope things get better. I get it. I don't expect to pick up a 10 to go on a date with, but I have had nothing but catfish-like guys... I assume these were real people. These guys will talk to you for weeks to get you into them and then they disappear... totally cruel.

Your exes boyfriend has problems. The fact he sought out someone else simply to down them is proof enough but the fact he is your exes boyfriend is concrete proof he has problems!
Dont let guys like this get to you! He is probably super insecure himself and needed an outlet to feel better. Your totally above him "A lion doesn't concern himself with the opinions of sheep!"