11-02-2016, 11:36 PM
Today I've felt pretty super.
Went to that nerdy store in town. Chatted with the guy I was talking about for 25 mins. I asked him if he was gay, took me awhile to get out the words though. I got so very flustered when I was going to ask him, I probably looked like a tomato
Said I wanted to ask him something quite personal and wasn't sure I should. But he told me to ask him, probably knew I wanted to ask him if he's gay.
He's gay.
But seems like he's not interesting in dating anyone right now. Don't think it's just me, he seems to enjoy talking with me so.
He gave me some advice on my life "situation". Told me to let it all come natural. And told me to keep my options open, and not decide that I'm only into guys. Go for the bi route for now.
Said bi people go back and forth between prefering guys and girl, which I've done for the passed 12 years.
Right now, I'm prefaring guys. Girls are pretty, some. But atm, I'd only want to be friends with them
I don't get turned on by nude pics of girls atm. A nice butt is always nice for a buttman of course.
But the stuff that turned me on with girls doesn't atm.
Boobs have never turned me on
But get turned on by the guys atm.
Back to me feeling super today xD
After talking with the guy I felt flustred for awhile. Until I came to my dad's workplace.
Then I went back to being happy. Actually more happy than usual. I was like super happy.
There's a guy who visits them most days. He hears voices and other stuff.
Me and him went to the grocery store nearby. As a joke, I said something like "My hair is fabulous today" and stroked my hand through it XD
It wasn't so nice actually, but I didn't care, I was happy af xD
Me and my dad ate dinner at my grandmother. Her great salmon dinner.
After being there for 2 and a half hours we went to the bowling practice.
I had a great time at practice today.
Me and another guy started each game/series so similar. So in the 3rd game we made it into a competition. We played quite similar for a few frames. Eventually I was 10 ahead. But then I got a huge split in the 10th frame.
And so I lost that game.
But all the way through the game we were laughing so much xD
The way you know you're in the right club (any sport) is that you have a great time with the other members.
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Went to that nerdy store in town. Chatted with the guy I was talking about for 25 mins. I asked him if he was gay, took me awhile to get out the words though. I got so very flustered when I was going to ask him, I probably looked like a tomato
Said I wanted to ask him something quite personal and wasn't sure I should. But he told me to ask him, probably knew I wanted to ask him if he's gay.
He's gay.
But seems like he's not interesting in dating anyone right now. Don't think it's just me, he seems to enjoy talking with me so.
He gave me some advice on my life "situation". Told me to let it all come natural. And told me to keep my options open, and not decide that I'm only into guys. Go for the bi route for now.
Said bi people go back and forth between prefering guys and girl, which I've done for the passed 12 years.
Right now, I'm prefaring guys. Girls are pretty, some. But atm, I'd only want to be friends with them
I don't get turned on by nude pics of girls atm. A nice butt is always nice for a buttman of course.
But the stuff that turned me on with girls doesn't atm.
Boobs have never turned me on
But get turned on by the guys atm.
Back to me feeling super today xD
After talking with the guy I felt flustred for awhile. Until I came to my dad's workplace.
Then I went back to being happy. Actually more happy than usual. I was like super happy.
There's a guy who visits them most days. He hears voices and other stuff.
Me and him went to the grocery store nearby. As a joke, I said something like "My hair is fabulous today" and stroked my hand through it XD
It wasn't so nice actually, but I didn't care, I was happy af xD
Me and my dad ate dinner at my grandmother. Her great salmon dinner.
After being there for 2 and a half hours we went to the bowling practice.
I had a great time at practice today.
Me and another guy started each game/series so similar. So in the 3rd game we made it into a competition. We played quite similar for a few frames. Eventually I was 10 ahead. But then I got a huge split in the 10th frame.
And so I lost that game.
But all the way through the game we were laughing so much xD
The way you know you're in the right club (any sport) is that you have a great time with the other members.
Longest post in this thread?
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