Capricorn
10-14-2022, 01:33 AM
(Edited 10-14-2022, 02:48 AM by JDD22.
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I'm doing all right—I've been trying to train myself to be in more contentment with my life by reviewing the things that I am thankful for, I just have such a restless mind! I keep yearning for productivity & reward. Getting a job or volunteering sounds like a great way to feed that need; however, no matter how much I put my mind to it, I just won't budge. I also can't stand this, although natural and innate, desire to be with a romantic partner; while at the same time, I know I'm in no condition to be in a relationship. It's quite clear that I'm in the situation where it's like, "I need to yet I can't"—I'm trying to weigh out my options as well, knowing that there are goods & bads to everything. I've done the whole "break your comfort-zones" thing, enough to know what the entire ballpark is like and my outcomes. It's so frikkin' aggravating sometimes. My new friend kinda trailed off on me, I haven't heard from him in a while. Oh well, I'll be fine; I'm certain something will come along.
"Beyond the attractive person in mind, body, & soul is nothingness." - JDD22
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