10-07-2010, 01:24 PM
Jay Wrote:Groan.
It wasn't bad or terrible but still, meh.
I finally managed to confirm my friend who I had a crush (badly) with last year is straight. Previously I couldn't decide whether he's gay or straight. He is too nice and adorable. But I decided to play safe by assuming that he is completely straight. Unfortunately I still couldn't help to fall in love with him.
I never met a straight guy who would go, "Wearing bow tie today? You look good in it. You really look good." Laughed in masculine way. "So ... do you prefer tie or bow tie?" I replied and he laughed gently again.
But anyway I saw him eating lunch with his girlfriend today. Not the first time but I finally managed to confirm that the lady is his girlfriend. Aw, it broke my heart. His other male friend (Who I know as well but not close) saw my expression and I think he knows that I have a crush on that guy.
I think it's gonna be a bit challenging as both of us work in the same building. Groan. But so far, I'm doing alright. I had a chat with him this evening and we left our offices together. I headed home and he went to see his lady.
Such a lovely guy. Lucky girl, his girlfriend is. I hope both of them will have a great future together.
While I will sit alone at this corner here and wahhhhhhhhhhh. Sobs. He was my first crush. I had a big huge crush on him. Sobs.
Slightly sad to know that my first crush is really straight but I'll be fine. But his super pecs and abs will continue to distract me. :biggrin:
O, he's bi.
That makes me feel a bit better. I think. Not that I was doing bad or anything. Okay I was kind of 'meh' yesterday but I'm good today.
At least now I know that my crush on him didn't really go down the drain. Something like that.
But still wishes him the best with the girl. Darn you girl!!! I mean, bless you dear ... :biggrin:
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