How are you today?

[Jay]

Thanks Princealbert. mile:
Dear my first crush aka my good friend,

I'm trying to make a transition right now. I'm doing my best to convert you from being my first crush to just a regular friend and a brother. But the way you treated me this morning will only going to make the transition harder. Please don't make me bang my head against a wall. Amen.

*Bangs head against a wall*

He's been driving me nuts for the past few days. I couldn't sleep properly for two days because of what he did in the elevator.

I purposely avoided to see him yesterday due to what he did.

Today I bumped into him. We chatted normally. I found few new interesting stuff about him that makes me adore and respect him more.

At this rate, I don't really care. If he has the potential to become my future lover, yay. If not, I'll be okay. I'm still very happy to have him as my good friend and a brother. He's a very caring and protective guy. Whatever the outcome, I will always love this guy very much.

Oh I've made a good progress! I no longer stare at his pecs.