12-06-2010, 04:12 AM
Well, i'm exhausted, but I had a fun night. BF invited me and my friends over for dinner. Of course he didn't lift a finger because he can't cook, and his cleaning lady does everything for him. But it was a really fun night. We cooked and played some games. There were 6 of us. 2 don't know we're gay yet. haha.
Beforehand, I was SO close to canceling. Lately I've been a little fed up with him, and the things he was saying on the phone, though seemingly insignificant, were pissing me off. I was reeeeeeally close to canceling because I thought I would be a party pooper the whole night. I wasn't, but I maintained my position from what has been transpiring. He knows that lately his actions have been pissing me off, and he's been trying to fix things.
It's happened before, and all he had to do was woo me once again into his arms, and it was all gone. Well, that is no more. His games don't work with me anymore. It feels good to stand up for myself and demand that I am treated the same way I treat him.
Beforehand, I was SO close to canceling. Lately I've been a little fed up with him, and the things he was saying on the phone, though seemingly insignificant, were pissing me off. I was reeeeeeally close to canceling because I thought I would be a party pooper the whole night. I wasn't, but I maintained my position from what has been transpiring. He knows that lately his actions have been pissing me off, and he's been trying to fix things.
It's happened before, and all he had to do was woo me once again into his arms, and it was all gone. Well, that is no more. His games don't work with me anymore. It feels good to stand up for myself and demand that I am treated the same way I treat him.