don't call me insane again .... just need a serious advice

[Bowyn Aerrow]

Well i am telling the story how it happened and stuff. and yes i like vodka and wine , like you probably like beer; that doesn't means i get drunk or don't know what i am doing or i stop thinking lol .
And the really sad part is that you can judge me just by reading my poasts. I am so not you think i am. You need to acsually meet a person to understand,the writing isn't the same thing as speacking and using the face mimic, right? So though luck, i apreaciate you acsualy wasting your time reading my thread and every single time you keep pointing the boose i drank, can you just once try to see the problem i need a answer to without pointing the boose? Thx!

Yes I do like beer, and Jack Daniels - a lot. So much I ended up with a 'problem' later in life.

It started out easy enough and I denied I had a problem for a long time. I drank when I was bored, I drank when I wasn't bored. I liked the occasional nip, which turned into the daily nip, then the hourly nip...

The great offense you take when I mention it each time also is one of the behaviors of the alcoholic. I know from experience, personal experience what alcoholism can be like.

And no, you don't have to drink to oblivion or even be drunk on a regular basis to be an alcoholic.

I just find it odd that each time you have a problem you are mentioning alcohol in there. Wine, Vodka, whatever, it seems that for a 20 year old you spend a good deal of time drinking.