don't call me insane again .... just need a serious advice

[WaltHitman]

The good things about older guys are good - the bad things include RUTHLESS manipulation and looking at the blessings God sends them as MEAT to be tore up. Get away from any older guy that makes you feel weird in a bad way just as fast as you can. I have genuine love and good will towards my younger lovers because I am smart enuff to know that we may always be friends, but to try and keep or posess them is poison and a trap for both. If they're good, good. If not, to hell with old monsters and plenty of 'em are man. Sorry, plenty of US are I should say...