finally writing this out..advice what do you think

[Double007]

Hello and welcome! I have a similar story to yours. I liked girls in my earlier years and started becoming attracted to boys when I was around 11years old. Throughout high school I liked girls romantically and sexually and guys just sexually. As time has progress, my interest in women is very very very low. I would say that for the last 10 years I have consistently been attracted to guys, turned on to them crushes, etc. A few girls have caught my eye, but the past 10 years I have been strongly attracted to guys. I would say about 5 years ago is when it really peaked and I was not only fantasizing about their body parts but even having romantic relationships with them. I would say now, I'm interested in one. I haven't been in one. I've met a few guys at a club and hugged and held hands and kissed and all that sort of stuff. I actually felt great while doing this with guys and then later felt shame only to find myself wanting to hold another guys hand or kiss his lips, or hug. I THINK as time has gone by, I have become a little more accepting. So, you never know how your feelings will change. I wish you the best and stay in touch!