Need advice about coming out

[outthecloset]

Well I do have two sisters. I wouldn't want to come out to them because we feud too much and they will wind up spilling the beans of out anger. The reason I have to be worried about my parents reaction so much is because my means of finances is through my dads business. I own part of it. I know sounds wierd considering my age but its my passion. I own a used car dealership. So if i come out and we don't speak then I don't know what would happen to my income and then I would lose my house and everything else. But I have another job lined up selling cars for someone else. So right now I have the oppurtunity to still be in the same job field, doing what I love and relocate. If worse comes to worse that is. I just like to have my bases covered. I guess my situation is a little different. And yes I think deep down my parents know I am gay. They have caught me before in situations and they just try to forget it happened and pray that I was going through a phase and that I would grow out of it. They are in denial. But I think for the most part if, you met me you wouldn't know I was gay either. I am probly the most manly gay guy out there haha