09-19-2012, 02:32 AM
Thank you both so much. My boyfriend is in rehearsals for the play he's in but I text him and asked him to call me as soon as he can. I'd much rather tell him face to face but since he's 45 minutes away right now I guess over the phone is the next best thing. Now that I've cleared my head and got my thoughts together I really think this will go better than I initially thought. He's told me on more than one occasion that he wants to help me unpack all my baggage a little at a time. And I was able to tell him about something that may have happened to me when I was younger. I don't have any proof that it happened, just brief memories and flashbacks so I can't really say more about it at this time. But he listened to me and held me and just let me cry until I got it all out! He's so sweet an understanding and I'm really lucky to have him right now!