I'm not worth this much energy

[Counselor]

Why is it that you know this relationship won't work? Is it because you have persuaded yourself that it was just a rebound thing? Or is there anything that would be worth salvaging?
Why do you want the relationship to be over?

He and I want different types of relationships. I've only been out of the closet for just under 11 months. I'm not used to the idea of strolling around town holding another man's hand, let alone actually acting it out. When I didn't want to hold his hand, he would say, "oh, I'm sorry, you want to pretend we're straight", when that wasn't the issue for me at all. When I realized he wanted a different type of relationship, I knew I needed to either change the current relationship or end it. I tried to change it, because I thought it could work.
There was also his family, which he is really big on, since he was raised Mormon (religion is another problem I have). I have never been really big on family, and I had this small feeling like I
was being slowly reined in by his parents, which I didn't like at ALL.
Then add the fact that I didn't know him for a while month when we started this relationship. We weren't even friends. But I was lonely and more than a little suicidal, and I met a kid that liked me, and it made me feel really happy that someone wanted me. Now I've dragged him through my emotional mud and he's hurt and angry and still wants me and it IS my fault, and I don't know how to make sure he's okay without making him more attached and hurting him more!