I'm not worth this much energy

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That second part, it means just that supporting his choices, and picking up some of the financial burden if he say, wants a therapist or, wants to go to college, start a new career, etc...

Don't get into a relationship you are not ready to put your all into. Be ready to share all of yourself with him. I've learned form experience that it will not last for the long haul if you can't share all of yourself, even if you have very good reasons for not being able to do that.

Take some time, work on getting yourself ready to do it right. Talk to him, if you ultimately want to pursue a relationship with him, let him know why you are hesitating. He might be a great source of support for you.