I am hopeless.plz help

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The best advice I can give you, is try not to post using text talk. It can be quite hard to understand and therefore you may not get best responses. I understand that English may not be your first language, but you'll learn better by trying to use the correct spelling and grammar. If I'm truly honest, I nearly skipped your post all together due to it's presentation.

Rawr makes a good point. Work on your language skills. It will help you to express yourself and communicate on a higher intellectual level where everything does not revolve around sex. This will improve your self image and help you realize that your physical characteristics does not determine who you are or what you are capable of achieving. You have great goals and aspirations, seek like minded people and discuss that with them in a non sexual conversation.