10-22-2012, 04:13 PM
Just found a letter I wrote to him not long after things started getting serious between us. In it I expressed to him all the feelings I had for him, even telling him I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I probably shouldn't have read it, but I did and surprisingly I made it through it without crying. I thought about some how getting it to him, but then I thought better of it. So I ripped it to shreds and threw it away. Kinda proud if myself for having the strength to do that. Now if I could just do that with the stuff he gave me.