Im in love with my advisor, does he love me back??

[commania]

ok so he is interested in you:

-you two as a couple, how do you fit together. For example he is good with people and your good wit the finances.
-could both of your 5 year plans combine into one life?

or

are you in awe he has accomplished what you strive for. He is one step ahead of you. but consider what your needs will be when you get where he is. Will your lives still fit together than?

just a little key into what his thinking should be.

Well all i know is when we are together time passes so quickly, i want to stay at his room all day, thats why i keep making excuses to go see him. And i feel he enjoys talking to me too, there has been a few times where i was leaving his room he stopped me saying "wait actually there was something i wanted say to you but i cant remember" and i sit and we talk for another 30 mins. Still he might just enjoy my company, arrrgh i wish i could read his mind.

As for how we fit together, you see im not your typical effeminite gay person who loves talking to girls about their boyfriends, making cheeky loud jokes, and is into fashion and stuff, or the typical butch straight guy who is into sports. I know ive stereotyped too much but here where i live, in my soceity, people define themselves with their gender in social life. Its hard to describe but girls ARE expected to be girly so are boys, and you do NOT see a masculine gay person.

But him and me (though he is effeminite in his behaviours and voice), have asexual social faces. In everything we are so much alike, plus he is the sweetest, kindest, nicest person one could ever know. Its like we walk the same path in life our paths are parellel, as you said he is just a few miles ahead of me. I dream of rasing kids with him, gosh i am going too far.

And to give you a little info about our culture, here you do NOT go around telling everyone you are gay. One very important detail is that, when i read his phd thesis, i realized that he referred to his girlfriend as his "best friend". Like this "and finally thanks to ........ For her supports etc and being my best friend along the way". That caused me to speculate if its all fake and he did not need to fake it in US (he earned his phd degree ın US at a very good university actually), he has to fake it here. Maybe not, I dont know...