06-30-2012, 05:28 PM
I am abysmal. I feel so empty and for the very first time I can't blame anything.
In the past I could say that I was lonely, hungry or needed love or sex but these days I must just incline myself before the futility of my own existence.
In the past I used to watch Star Trek, wide-eyed and hopeful but these days I'm not even sure I'd want to contribute to humans leaving this rock.
I feel as if I was before an impasse. I feel like a cow, bred, getting milked and on my way to the slaughterhouse.
In the past I could say that I was lonely, hungry or needed love or sex but these days I must just incline myself before the futility of my own existence.
In the past I used to watch Star Trek, wide-eyed and hopeful but these days I'm not even sure I'd want to contribute to humans leaving this rock.
I feel as if I was before an impasse. I feel like a cow, bred, getting milked and on my way to the slaughterhouse.