01-12-2013, 10:58 AM
I had a good day. Thank god for human's confusing obsession with electronics. I was able to talk to my best friend for a good 8 1/2 hours via xbox. We played halo, talked about random things, made jokes about the nerds who were extremely good at the game, reminisced about our time together before I had left, brought back old jokes. It was great. During the week it is almost impossible to talk to him for more than 30 mins due to our very inconvenient time difference. I'm grateful I was able to talk to him and hear his voice. It's calming, it really is. Work has been bothering me and the loneliness, i fear, is literally trying to kill me. Hearing from him cleared that from me for 8 hours. Text can only suffice for so little, though, i don't complain because it still gives me a chance to connect with him. I regret so much in my life right now, but being his friend has been the most fulfilling thing I've ever had. But it's been a good day and i'm happy, for now.