How are you today?

[Bowyn Aerrow]

Actually no, I'm not doing better.

I fear I may be coming down with several things at once. I think I may be very sick here.

I'll try to list it all and give my own personal diagnoses for what I think is happening to me:



I have a bit of pain and swelling in the place between my lungs. Now if I had a heart I would think it may be angina or something. But I don't have one of those.

I'm also having trouble breathing, I have been doing a lot of excessive sighing, I can only assume I'm not oxygenating enough, of course that feeling of swelling between the lungs is most likely really swelling, thus pressing down on the lungs preventing me from breathing normally.

I am also suffering from lapses where my mind drifts off to a 'happy place'. It may be Alzheimers. Its worse, I'm a bit Obsessing on the happy place, I suspect my minor OCD has suddenly turned into a raging monster.

I keep on getting this foolish smile on my face all the time... I think this may be first stage dementia setting in.

I can't seem to concentrate on 'mundane stuff' - Probably a symptom of both Alzheimers and dementia.

My gut stomach has been flip flopping in an odd manner, it feels like things are flying around inside. This may be a peptic ulcer, or I may have swallowed a few birds, bats or butterflies. Or it may be cholera.

Occasionally my knees weaken, my hands start to tremble... Palsy? MS?

Oh and I have been doing stupid, irrational things, like sending my photo to people. considering I never, ever send a photo to anyone...

So I really don't know what I have, but I have it bad and I fear it is only getting worse.