02-13-2014, 05:27 PM
Wade Wrote:Very lonely today. Don't know why really. I've been alright in that department for a few months, but today it just hit me like a ton of bricks. Probably has to do with Valentine's Day coming up. Also, now that my concerto competition has come and passed I don't have anything huge to focus my energy on, so my mind starts wandering.
Valentine's day can go f*ck itself
honestly I don't know why does people put such importance to a freaking day..
Curiously within all my "I am alone" issues I have never found myself feeling crappy on that day..
Anyway...........
Today I'm rather relieved after yesterday....it went well enough