07-02-2009, 01:53 AM
such a crap day today, like actully soo bad, mandy was down and we were out and i was just so depressed like not even speaking to her and avoiding her and i felt soo bad for both of us, went in early and she texted me saing shes sorry for whatever she had done and i was like mandy its not ur fault i just need time to think, and she was getting all upset and blaming herself and i was like it sounds so cliche but it actually is me and then i was like im not doing this over the phone we'll talk tommorow and i have been in such a downer all night and all my friends are like u cant end it youse are soo good together and then you think, so you want me to live another lie so you dont feel bad about me and mandy breaking up, and i was just soo pissed that everything was getting on top of me and that people still burden things on me and i just couldnt deal with it no more. but im better now :0 but yeah its been a shit day
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