05-17-2016, 08:16 PM
starlight Wrote:I saw something that hurt me alot a few days ago, it made me so upset i felt i was having a panic attack on the way, it made me cry alot and hurt me again deep inside. Along with generally feeling alone more than ever i have had to do over time at work, 14 hour shifts in one full day, then a 8 and then a 10 hour shift. I finally had a actual meal today. Nothing is changing in my life and i am sick of people saying it will and things take time. Thats coming from people who do not know what it is like to have never been in a relationship. The advice people usually say is like a prostitute telling a virgin sex isnt all that, when all they want is someone to hold them. I got tears writing this so it shows that thing is still hurting me.
well I know first had working lots of hours is mentally draining and so your more likely to feel the impact of something upsetting even more deeply than if your fully rested - the trouble with people in a relationship is the majority are generally very happy and they are quick to give advice and cant understand why you cant be as happy as them = its not their fault and they are only trying to help so try not to be too harsh on them - ive got not magic wand myself so im not gonna bull shit you ,only thing I will say is that ive read your posts before and I do see that at some point you do come out of your dark days and give positive posts...just remember you do wake up happier eventually...not that it helps right now I guess