05-17-2016, 08:58 PM
matty7 Wrote:well I know first had working lots of hours is mentally draining and so your more likely to feel the impact of something upsetting even more deeply than if your fully rested - the trouble with people in a relationship is the majority are generally very happy and they are quick to give advice and cant understand why you cant be as happy as them = its not their fault and they are only trying to help so try not to be too harsh on them - ive got not magic wand myself so im not gonna bull shit you ,only thing I will say is that ive read your posts before and I do see that at some point you do come out of your dark days and give positive posts...just remember you do wake up happier eventually...not that it helps right now I guess
All this stuff is with me on a daily basis, i am not a happy person at all, i cant cover it up anymore i really cant i try so hard and i am just totally failing at life. I know i wont ever be happy, no matter what i do or dont do, i get told oh Dennis be you and you only and then i get mimicked and picked up on how i am. People think i am this happy go lucky person always smiling and helping people when really im dying inside. Thanks for you words though appreciated