How are you today?

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I think lots of people in these forums want to help but don't really know what to say.
It probably helps when someone has been where you are, but even then it is small comfort. Ever site has assholes in it that only want to hurt others. Just ignore them. I hope you feel better soon.

Besides, if you delete, will you have anyone to talk to?

Well i have FB but people hardly talk on there, i dont have and quality in person friendships at all aside from one lad from work but thats different. Im a very lonely person, i have tried dating sites and apps, my face seems to turn people off so i must be ugly, no one stays around beyond a few weeks then they stop talking. I have no hope left, nor do i have energy to fight anymore. I have tried so much and i fail at everything. I cant explain how i feel and what is going on its too hard for me to word and as soon as i talk with people i get told oh at least you have a house and water. Take a walk down a cancer ward then you will re think. Its best for me to leave this site. I have cause too much negativity and im pretty sure that as put alot of the members off me so i can not take that back so there would be no point in staying as people already have a view of me that they want to stay distant. You lot are better without me here. I just wish that deletion of my account would actually happen.