05-30-2016, 11:24 PM
starlight Wrote:Well i have FB but people hardly talk on there, i dont have and quality in person friendships at all aside from one lad from work but thats different. Im a very lonely person, i have tried dating sites and apps, my face seems to turn people off so i must be ugly, no one stays around beyond a few weeks then they stop talking. I have no hope left, nor do i have energy to fight anymore. I have tried so much and i fail at everything. I cant explain how i feel and what is going on its too hard for me to word and as soon as i talk with people i get told oh at least you have a house and water. Take a walk down a cancer ward then you will re think. Its best for me to leave this site. I have cause too much negativity and im pretty sure that as put alot of the members off me so i can not take that back so there would be no point in staying as people already have a view of me that they want to stay distant. You lot are better without me here. I just wish that deletion of my account would actually happen.
I can think of a number of guys here who would overlook past issues if you give them a chance, nice guys like cridders, insertnamehere, mikew, beaux, emiliano, just to name a few. Why not give the place another chance? Maybe try keeping things light for awhile and hold back on the serious stuff? I know you are hurting, but like I said before, it's hard for us to know what to say. Hang in there.