How are you today?

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Well i have FB but people hardly talk on there, i dont have and quality in person friendships at all aside from one lad from work but thats different. Im a very lonely person, i have tried dating sites and apps, my face seems to turn people off so i must be ugly, no one stays around beyond a few weeks then they stop talking. I have no hope left, nor do i have energy to fight anymore. I have tried so much and i fail at everything. I cant explain how i feel and what is going on its too hard for me to word and as soon as i talk with people i get told oh at least you have a house and water. Take a walk down a cancer ward then you will re think. Its best for me to leave this site. I have cause too much negativity and im pretty sure that as put alot of the members off me so i can not take that back so there would be no point in staying as people already have a view of me that they want to stay distant. You lot are better without me here. I just wish that deletion of my account would actually happen.

People on facebook are not your true friends. trust me, you can have 1000 friends but when you arein your hour of need, do they come to you? hell no. they are nothing but a bunch of faux friends. i say, to hell with them. I used to be negative like you. facebook used to bring out the green eyed monster in me. trust me anytime when i saw my friedns with their other friends out partying or getting in social events and taking photos together i wondered why couldn't i be like them? they rarely talked to me. no i was never the life of the party. i was alwyas on teh sidelines. whenever i was positive, people drew near to me. whenever i am negative, people turned the other cheek. you see, when you have issues, nobody wants to be there. if you do not have many immediate family members, you are screwed. your cousins will not help you nor will your aunts and uncles and your grandparents and stuff. only you can help you. stay positive and i hope you beat cancer. if not, i would feel very sorry. attitude is everything.
don't be negative. take time to exercise, relax, and be positive. think about the many things you could be doing if you could heal. i hope it's not terminal. if it is, i would want to cry for you and just wish you didn't have to go. i hope you stay positive. sorry to hear that you are suffering from cancer. so sad. . I mean it from the bottom of my heart. I truly do. If you don't think I am sincere, I am.

Now you're a capricorn, which makes me wonder if it has anything to do with your personality that may be driving people away. Trust me, you won't stand me. I am an aquarius and you certainly will hate me. but oh well. I can only offer words of comforts. i can't physically be there for you and neither can the rest. sorry. it's sad but we live in an individualistic world in the U.S. and everyone lives by two mottos: To each his own, live and let live. when you are sick, take care of yourself. no one will.

by the way I am kind once you get to know me. I may be judgmental but I will learn to overlook your negative qualities. Trust me, I am not a saint, so don't expect me to be perfect. I have my own flaws as well so...