How to make up with my boyfriend? I'm desperate.

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Well, probably it won't make sense, because then I would have to tell all about his life, but basically he doesn't have very good life experience, his parents were two mean drunks who abused him through his childhood, he has spent few years in prison for a small theft. When he told it to me, he asked me to never remind him about his past. I promised I wouldn't and I did, I told him that he's a criminal and that he should've stayed in prison and that the alcohol from his parents has obviously dissolved his brains as well.

I've never regretted anything more than I regret this.

OUCH...

My plan would be to go inside yourself and ask why you said this in the first place. Don't use anger as an excuse...look a little deeper and figure out what would possess you to say this to him.

I think you are going to have to do more than apologize and I would suggest taking a look at yourself and then being humble enough to let him know what it is that would make you say something so cruel.

You might have said the cruelest thing possible to him ...and I think you know it. Maybe that is why you did it? Figure out why you were so cruel to begin with...it might help. He might need to understand it before he can forgive you.