attracted to feminine guys?

[Kackerlacka]

Well I have ocd and anxiety and i freak out as some of you know. Im freaking out about my sexuality, because my friend called me gay as a joke but I have ocd and took it way further and I'm in a mess of confusion now. That's besides the point tho. Anyways now I'm freaking out if I'm attracted to feminine guys. I am not to regular guys for sure. I do not like a guys body at all. But I'm freaking out if I'm attracted to feminine guys. The closest thing that could account for that, is me worrying about it. And also, I remember in a porn video I watched a while ago had a feminine guy in it, just by the way he moved I could tell. Anyways I pictured myself being that guy. I'm freaking out, could I have mistaken wanting to be him for attraction. Ik this sounds stupid and crazy but I have ocd remember. Anyways yeah I'm freaking out. And when I see a feminine guy now I get crazy anxiety. Anyways when I'm not worrying about it, it never comes up in my mind, not in fantasies or anything. Only when I worry is it in my head. So help! And no I don't have fantasies about them at all ever.