02-22-2014, 04:00 PM
Hey man, I dont know you but I see your name is Derek from previous posts. I also saw your last thread of why you feel like this.
Derek,
As others have said you are 21 years old. There is no reason to go and do something like this. You are letting peoples opinions control your life. All you need to do is switch it around. You need to control your life, and give your opinions, but use your opinion for good not for bad. Don't worry what people think about you, thats just one person(s) opinion. They clearly do not see the world the correct way in there eyes. There are other people out there, most all of them nice, and not like this person(s). So do not let your life revolve around one comment or false opinion that they made.
I myself deal with problems, especially with anxiety and depression. Seems you have some of this inside you. I recommend you go to counseling. Dont be afraid. I do it, and so d many many many other people. People you wouldn't even think of go to counseling. Its normal and you are not weird for doing so. dont be afraid to tell them you say you want to kill yourself either, they know people will say that. I have said it to myself before in the past, I felt crappy from s many things. I suffer from OCD, anxiety disorder and depression. You can do it man, dont give up. Push through and be tougher than those who bring you down.
Derek,
As others have said you are 21 years old. There is no reason to go and do something like this. You are letting peoples opinions control your life. All you need to do is switch it around. You need to control your life, and give your opinions, but use your opinion for good not for bad. Don't worry what people think about you, thats just one person(s) opinion. They clearly do not see the world the correct way in there eyes. There are other people out there, most all of them nice, and not like this person(s). So do not let your life revolve around one comment or false opinion that they made.
I myself deal with problems, especially with anxiety and depression. Seems you have some of this inside you. I recommend you go to counseling. Dont be afraid. I do it, and so d many many many other people. People you wouldn't even think of go to counseling. Its normal and you are not weird for doing so. dont be afraid to tell them you say you want to kill yourself either, they know people will say that. I have said it to myself before in the past, I felt crappy from s many things. I suffer from OCD, anxiety disorder and depression. You can do it man, dont give up. Push through and be tougher than those who bring you down.
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