03-10-2014, 03:06 AM
It really wasn't a conscious choice. Just kind of the way things go. Whatchagonnado? There is still the desire to have a partner, but I know the chances are very slight since I don't go to the bars (that's a young man's game there) or actually socialize that much. I've never been very extroverted, so that's working against me also. Now it's the age thing working against my favour. Meh. Winter time it's tough being stuck in the house all the time, so then your mind starts wandering and the loneliness settles in. I'm glad we are coming out of that season. Spent this weekend out in the garage working on minor problems with the car, so it was a busy weekend and particularly satisfying. I'm actually tired from doing stuff rather than from boredom.