How many of you have decided to be single forever

[starbelly]

Bahahaha, um, yeah, it's crossed my mind that I will be terminally single. It actually is kind of depressing, so I choose not to think about it. I know relationships aren't "the most important thing in life" and blah blah blah, but, I can say as someone who's daydreamed about being with a guy since I was like eight years old (I was in LOVE with Leonardo DiCaprio, shoot me), it's pretty important to me. The thought of dying without ever having any sort of romantic love is super fucking depressing to me. So, like I said, I don't think about it. I invest my thought in my studies and research and other things that interest me. Also, the hooking up shit is not my jam. I refuse to have sex with somebody who I don't have some sort of emotional investment in. I need a body and a brain. That's just the way it is. And no, I don't think that's a high standard.