11-08-2008, 08:37 PM
God I can so relate to what youv'e just said. Iv'e had more crushes on straight guys than ive had cooked dinners. And I certainly know how adictive and destructive it can be. Theres somthing about the challenge of them being unavialble and of course the thrill of the chase. It sounds like you have an infatuation with this guy a kinda distant admiration. All I can say without psychoanalyzing this is that time heals. You will move on and find someone new and someone who is more importantly available to you. All the best with this.
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