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[marshlander]

maybe you're right. maybe i'm the only one that has not accepted that i'm gay. i really don't know. but sometimes i feel like just doing it but it'd usually be before i sleep at night. then when i wake up i lose all that feeling. am i depressed? i think i am and i dont want to be.

Not wanting to be depressed doesn't sound like my experience of depression. That requires far too much forward thinking and energy.

If you have some fight in you, you are in a better place to do something about it before it becomes depression.

Once again, good luck.