09-07-2015, 06:49 PM
Spiral!!
I had gone through like how you have feeling now recently. I was so confused thinking what I was thinking to do was wrong or right. I joint here to get some advice. People here are very helping. Now I could control my feeling because of their useful words especially MikeW, East, princeadoft .... They motivate me.
Mine story was online. My BF and me met in 1man.in. From the beginning we know are very far. He always made me promise not leave and made me believing he was planning for us to live together. After few month of relationship he got man from same city. He was planning on moving with him from very first day he met him. He told me this just two month ago. first time I was fall in sick heartache , burning sensation in abdomen, feeling vomiting everytime I eat something. I even had depression medicine. Even the depression medicine could not help me. I started thinking I must talk with friend and get help. That's how I came to here.
He can not hurt me anymore.
What I have to say to you is he is not right person for you. You just hook you up for sex. I understand you felt in love with him. People always say move on. If you someone so much it is not so easy to move on. But you have to do move on because as long as you try to be with him you gonna end up with hurting yourself. You must spent more time thinking and concentrating more on yourself. Try filled your mind with something useful thought. Give time spend with friends and talk with people around you. As time being you will change , you need more time to come out those feeling you have now. But make it slow changes on you. If you try to change suddenly it might hurt you more, will make think more about him and make you feel afraid ...
I think it might help you !!
I had gone through like how you have feeling now recently. I was so confused thinking what I was thinking to do was wrong or right. I joint here to get some advice. People here are very helping. Now I could control my feeling because of their useful words especially MikeW, East, princeadoft .... They motivate me.
Mine story was online. My BF and me met in 1man.in. From the beginning we know are very far. He always made me promise not leave and made me believing he was planning for us to live together. After few month of relationship he got man from same city. He was planning on moving with him from very first day he met him. He told me this just two month ago. first time I was fall in sick heartache , burning sensation in abdomen, feeling vomiting everytime I eat something. I even had depression medicine. Even the depression medicine could not help me. I started thinking I must talk with friend and get help. That's how I came to here.
He can not hurt me anymore.
What I have to say to you is he is not right person for you. You just hook you up for sex. I understand you felt in love with him. People always say move on. If you someone so much it is not so easy to move on. But you have to do move on because as long as you try to be with him you gonna end up with hurting yourself. You must spent more time thinking and concentrating more on yourself. Try filled your mind with something useful thought. Give time spend with friends and talk with people around you. As time being you will change , you need more time to come out those feeling you have now. But make it slow changes on you. If you try to change suddenly it might hurt you more, will make think more about him and make you feel afraid ...
I think it might help you !!
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