Straight Friend Mixed signals

[Justme]

Situation C - This situation is only a possibility (I can only guess while you know whats going on far better than I ever could) but it is possible that your friend is using you a little. You say you drove 2 and a half hours to the airport for him, and that you console him over his relationships. Yet what does he actually do for you? He knew you had a crush on him but didn't say anything until he had to, he tells you to remain single so that your attention doesn't focus on anyone else, he makes pretty obvious advances but makes sure you know he's straight and nothing is ever going to happen. I hope I'm completely wrong but if I am right then you need to distance yourself from the friendship a little, focus more on yourself and hope that once the 'favors' go away there's still a frienship to go back to

I actually thought about that a while ago. When he admitted to me that he knew I had a thing for him, my immediate reaction was "so you've been using me?"
That's how I felt. But when I thought about it, he's been there for me plenty too. I've needed favors and someone to cry to. He was there.

I've always felt like the person he was speaking of setting me up with was himself. He kept bringing it up, but never provided me with a name or number or a photo. Nothing. After a month or so, I just felt like the guy he was talking about was himself, but he didn't have enough nerve to do it. Maybe that's why he's (basically) been putting his dick in my hand. I told him the last time if he did it again I'd grab it. Idk... It's all very complicated.