He asked for a break, but writes me every day

[thehandthatrock]

I don't think he cheated or is cheating... that would make him the most horrible person in the world and all of what we had a lie... I made it clear to him on many occasions how that would devastate me and asked that he tell me in case it happened... The thing is I don't know how to feel calm and collected while he's away.. it's really frustrating because I just want him to come back, and see him to decipher what on Earth he wants... he's never gonna express anything through whatsapp... and about seeing him, I have to whether I want to or not, because he left A BUNCH of stuff at my place... all while knowing he was leaving me. I love him to death, but it's so difficult having a relationship with someone who is not always transparent...