08-14-2016, 10:35 PM
I'd say you are naturally curious about what it would be like to experience this. Someone has mentioned glory holes. As usual I will be the voice of caution and remind you that you can get STDs or STIs from sucking people's cocks, especially in an anonymous arena.
It would be much better to find a partner in cream (sorry in crime) who would be glad to be sucked off but who doesn't want to hold hands or be cuddled. Men wanting sex with men but not wanting relationships are not such a rare thing. There are apps and hook up sites where you should be able to find what you need to quench your thirst. So maybe you will like it, and maybe once you've done it, you'll realise that it's not really your thing.
It would be much better to find a partner in cream (sorry in crime) who would be glad to be sucked off but who doesn't want to hold hands or be cuddled. Men wanting sex with men but not wanting relationships are not such a rare thing. There are apps and hook up sites where you should be able to find what you need to quench your thirst. So maybe you will like it, and maybe once you've done it, you'll realise that it's not really your thing.