Says he isn't interested

[Delishes]

I am in a similar position with the man you described,however i cant even see myself in action, i cant imagine nor dream about it,if he can go far(how far u guys go in bedroom)when does he stop?if you are able to seal the deal he is using you,if he cant do that, he is just not ready for relationship and you shouldnt push him for that,if you push him for that,he might accept himself or become more familiar with being gay, but that would happen in a picture where you are not anymore a part of it ,he would stop any connection.Thats what i think, he is not ready,and i cant even understand how can you met with him,how did u met and how did he let you become that close ?I cant see that happening,hmm i think it all depends on this

1-how far does he can go during sex?

2-is he comfortable with being treated extremely nice like the one and only with gifts etc(i wouldnt like that thing,it would bore and sick me,)i would like to rather have a distance relationship where each one has to act like they are not that close to each other( and watch themselves,you said that you are close friends)

Hmm if the first answer is yes he can do anything and everything and the second one is he likes
I think he is using you

If not ,i dont think you are gonna become his one and only, you are just going to be a memorable brick in a building with helping him(being more familiar with being gay)

Either way you should stop talking to him