When it comes to YOUR sexuality and sexual tastes...

[ursa445]

I sort of knew I was gay, it hard to pinpoint, maybe around middle high school. I started to realised i was different ( I was "slightly" femininine back then- and probaly still now, loved to hang out with girls instead of boys, developed crush on some handsome actors) and officially confirmed after watching gay porn in 11th grade. I had just watched straight porn before, sometimes i did notice that men are the one who turned me on, but it was very confusing and I lied to myself that happened to everyone.
It took more than 5 years of dramma denial to come around. Now i'm out to my lgbt club, a best female friend and planning on comming out to other friends & family ( but it might take time). As for my preference, it varies. I was raised to care about personality over physical apperance, all of my crush (in real life) aren't good looking, they're just so nice.
I think I was born this way, it's just the society makes us lied to ourselves we're straight. I personally don't believe someone who claimed they just know they gay after haing a girlfriend of xxx years/marriage/30, they just lived in denial.