Top and bottom problem, really need advice

[Sil]

dude, I had exactly the same thing nearly.... same situation anyways.

first off I'm sorry to hear that your guy is bullying you a bit, that doesn't seem entirely good but I understand from the early days how it's also kind of a turn on and hard to resist. Building up self esteem is difficult when you're seriously attracted to a guy.

On another note, he is meeting you halfway in going bottom - and sad to say some people just don't like it, or grow out of it (as my hubby did) . I really don't know what to say about this because it's something he has to want to enjoy it in the first place, and you can't really plant that desire in someone's mind if they're unwilling.

Only thing I can suggest is some pegging (using your fingers on him while he's doing stuff) and learning how to hit a guy's prostate. If a guy's laying on his back it's roughly four inches in and up slightly just a little towards the belly, you should be able to feel it when you get there. Sorry if I'm grossing anyone out, but I doubt it. Anyway, if you hit that while he's cumming or pawing off, he'll learn to appreciate it pretty quickly...