10-07-2010, 09:40 PM
Dear jojo,
What you have experienced is very normal for most gay/bi guy. People develop homosexuality not because of abusive friendship or making contact with gay guy. It just happens like a part of nature. I am a bisexual myself and I had relationship with girls in high school also. First, I just have some desires about having sex or erotic moments with guys. Then when I met the guy that I love, it turns into very strong desire of being loved and having long term relationship with him.
When I was in high school, I used to feel disgusting about myself every time, I masturbate with the imagine of a guy in my head. However, when my emotion and intellectual become more mature, I accept it and get over it.
About the guy who you chat with: whatever you will do with him, be safe.
What you have experienced is very normal for most gay/bi guy. People develop homosexuality not because of abusive friendship or making contact with gay guy. It just happens like a part of nature. I am a bisexual myself and I had relationship with girls in high school also. First, I just have some desires about having sex or erotic moments with guys. Then when I met the guy that I love, it turns into very strong desire of being loved and having long term relationship with him.
When I was in high school, I used to feel disgusting about myself every time, I masturbate with the imagine of a guy in my head. However, when my emotion and intellectual become more mature, I accept it and get over it.
About the guy who you chat with: whatever you will do with him, be safe.
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